Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in Horatia D Sena's LiveJournal:

Thursday, July 19th, 2007
5:24 pm	Update, Harry Potter, Reading, Random Babble Just decided to drop by and leave a journal. I'm still unemployed, I still have only dial-up, I still feel pretty down most of the time. So nothing much has changed. I've discovered that I'm a curse on my parents vehicles. Every time they come to town specifically to see me, their vehicles break down. Mom's broke down three times before she clocked a deer and had to get a new car. (I'm upset, because it was my car until about 6 months ago when she bought it off of me. It was my first (and only car). I had it for seven years. *sniff* I miss it now. Dad's car's only broke down once so far, but it was a doozie. Plus he works odder hours so he doesn't visit as often anyway. I have to take a few days off the internet, starting today. I absolutely REFUSE to be spoiled for the last Harry Potter book. Last year some dork put a huge spoiler in an icon that he was using in an ANIME forum. I had thought I was safe. I wasn't. It will not happen again this year. I read the entire 7-book Dark Tower series by Stephen King in less than 2 months. (Plus I finished Lisey's Story in about 4-6 days) I'm about 1/3 of the way through the Stand now. I've got a couple more around here that I haven't read yet. (The hubby is the Stepen King fanatic, but he's got me pretty hooked now. I have to catch up to him. ^^) I've rediscovered how little I like children. We had one of the step-daughters over the other day. I felt like I was 10 again being picked on and laughed at. I'm not mentally able to deal with children. Thank goodness they live with their mother. I feel like such a horrid step-mom saying that. *sigh* I'm going to have to try and post some pictures to a few of the communities. I need to figure out if I can do it or not. I think that's about it for today. See you in another few months. Being poor really, really sucks. We might have to get rid of the internet soon. I need a job. Hire me somebody, HIRE ME! This ends my random babble of the day. Current Mood: Just Blah Current Music: Lost in Love by Air Supply (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 13th, 2007
7:31 pm	Am I right If I want to post something in a community, I just change the post to box from my username to the community's, right? I'm a bit timid, so I don't really dare to try and find out. So how do you JOIN a community? Is it kinda automatic when you start posting? Does anything show up anywhere telling you you've joined? Is anyone even reading this and can give me an answer? I hate trying to learn new things on my own. I'd much rather someone tell me how, and then learn it on my own. Big difference, trust me. I think I suck. Current Music: Nickelback (Comment on this)
Monday, February 12th, 2007
2:57 pm	Nothing of Note Life is pretty much the same as normal. I do have three days of work though, and that's better than nothing. :D Mom's finally decided to go for a divorce rather than try and keep it going with Dad. I'm OK with it. I know Dad won't be happy, but he's never happy anyway. I still hate winter, and while we don't have near as much snow as New York, I still hate it. I hate being home all day too. It's getting pretty lonely, and a cat (who sleeps most of the day anyway) isn't a whole lot of company. I haven't felt like doing my art in awhile either. I just have very little motivation. I am getting to sell some of my artwork at a local comic store though. That's one more plus. There are alot of pluses in my life. I wonder why I still feel so down? We have a new computer now. A Dell that's going to take 4 years to pay off, but it's new and it works. I got it before Vista was introduced, but I'm happy with my Windows XP. I didn't want to upgrade anyway. Speaking of computers... that's my newest crack pairing. Mac/PC. I saw some stuff on 4chan, and I've just fallen for it. Of course I haven't seen a single commercial since then. I wanted to laugh and think dirty thoughts! I kinda wish someone would read my journals. It seem like such a waste of time when noone else is even going to read it. Maybe that's why I never kept a paper journal. Or I'm just too lazy to keep up with it. That's probably more like it. I should branch out and make friends here. Unfourtunately, even online I'm socially retarded, and completely awkward. Maybe I am an emo. Crap. I don't want to be. I'm also trying to stop swearing. I'm doing alright, but it's an extremely difficult habit to break. Practice makes perfect I guess. I got alot of practice to reach this point, so it'll take a bit of practice to go back to a non-swearing life. Two days to Valentine's day. I should do up a picture for my DevArt gallery. Maybe. Valentines was never a big thing for me. I never had a boyfriend, and it was just a day to remind myself of that fact. I've got a husband now though, so I'm not a bitter as I used to be. ^_^ Have a great day anyone who reads this! God Bless Current Mood: blah Current Music: One Piece Best Songs Collection (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 12th, 2006
9:58 pm	Back Again Life is pretty much the same as usual. My parents have split though, so Christmas is going to be an awkward affair, even though they aren't coming at the same time. That's about it for news. Oh, we have a cat now. Black kitty named "D". I guess his full name is Monkey D. Luffy, but D is just simpler and easier. Current anime obsessions: One Piece, Fullmetal Alchemist Current couple obsessions: Al x Marta (Martel), Gaara x Hinata, Franky x Robin. Favourite anime person: Nico Robin after chapter 437. ^_^ Favourite real person: Nicky http://nickyflamingo.deviantart.com Current pet peeve: Money. Need it, and don't have it. Also people saying I should do commissions and are nowhere to be found now that I'm open for them. Website: http://rindaimaiou.deviantart.com (Comment on this)
Monday, August 14th, 2006
8:40 pm	Random Journal Entry My parents have separated...again. Dad is staying with us in a tent. Mom hasn't called yet (but she can't get through when I'm online anyway, so that's my fault) No idea how long this will last. Last time it was only a week. Hard to say this time. My cat never did come back and it's been over two weeks. He's dead. I can't even keep a damned cat. The doberman I had to give to my grandparents when I first moved out had to be put down. I hadnt' been to visit family in almost two months, so I didn't see her before she died. She was my baby when I had her, I just didn't have the room to keep her. She was 13 years old though, that's 3-5 years longer than the expected life span of a doberman. I was also attacked, right out of the blue on my DeviantArt journal by a person I had thought abandoned me 6 months ago. I did do a fair amount of swearing in my journal, but that's how I vent. I'm trying to stop my swearing, but it's an uphill battle. She could've went about it alot nicer, but she chose to tell an emotionally unstable person with serious abandonment issues that she just didnt' care, and was glad to be rid of me. Thanks. Just how I wanted to end a really shitty week. Thanks alot. Luckily I was smart, and didn't attack her back. I was nice and polite, and even apologized. I came out of this as the better person. I didn't stoop to her level. I'm proud of myself...still feeling really crappy though. Computer's still a pain, we're totally broke, still have bills to pay, no job for me, now I have to deal with all this extra stuff too. The one plus side is I've finally, seriously started writing one of my stories. In two days I've handwritten (because I'm old fashioned that way) about 40-50 pages. Woohoo! And I've still got the umph and inspiration to keep going. Hopefully I'll get enough alone time to keep at it. There's my rant of the day. Mmmmm blueberries. <3 TL Harrington Current Mood: Been better Current Music: Relient K (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
2:43 pm	Crap Computer I'm about ready to chuck it right out the window. It went and deleted all of my bookmarks for no apparent reason. Piece of shit. Unfortunately, I can't afford a new one, so it has to stay. I don't even know why I still bother posting here. My last entry was in April. That's almost 4 months. Besides, no one watches me here. *shrug* Oh well. It gives me a safe place to vent, and I don't have to worry about censoring myself. Anyway, schools done, I'm still alive, but have no job, so I'm always broke and the bills keep piling up. Life's about the same as usual. Plus my car's broken down too. Damnit. I'm glad I'm used to the sucky life. Later. Maybe I'll join some communities or something. When I find them again. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: silence (Comment on this)
Monday, April 17th, 2006
2:39 pm	Me or the Site Is it my computer or this site that's slower than a dead turtle? Seriously, dial-up is such a pain. On the up-side, school is almost over. Now I get to work for the rest of my life and be just as miserable as the rest of the working class. I wish I hadn't been born poor as sin. It kinda sucks. The few pleasures I have left might eventually become a thing of the past if I can't keep up with the rest of the bills. I've alreay nearly given up anime, what more do you want from me? Geez, what a drag. I've even tried selling stuff, and that didn't work out. There. I'm done. Not that one single person has read any of my journals here. Oh well, it makes me feel better. <3 Current Mood: like usual Current Music: Love of my Life by Queen (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
7:14 pm	I think I'm stupid You know those little quizzes you can copy and paste into your livejournal? Well I can't. So there. Current Mood: Life sucks (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
3:29 pm	School Starts Again I'm nervous. I don't know why either, I did well first semester. Plus I liked sleeping in too. :D I didn't get near as much art finished as I thought I would either. Maybe March Break will give me some time. Just so people don't think I'm going soft or anything here's my bitch of the day: :D Dial up SUCKS ASS! Really it does. I waited 26 HOURS for one episode of One Piece to download. Then I spent a total of about 6 more hours trying to get the damned thing to play on my computer. It plays now, but the video is about 10-15 seconds behind the audio. ^^ I don't know how to fix it either, and I've done this much so I don't want to settle. Maybe I'll ask around in the forums. x_x There. I hope you all had a good holidays! <3 Current Mood: blah Current Music: Bif Naked (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 29th, 2005
1:24 am	Not a Bitchy Rant I'm not a bitch all the time you know. I'm not really a bitch at all, though you wouldn't really know it. I just have majorly low self-esteem, and majorly high self-hate. I'm so tired right now. I've been trying for two days now to download ONE episode of One Piece. I've got in on my computer now, finally... but it wont play on my Real Player or my Windows Media Player. Someone really likes to kick me right in the teeth. I don't know why I haven't given up yet. I really should, but my stubborn streak has kicked in, and I just CAN'T give up. I want One Piece damnit! I've got tons of random thoughts, but I'm giving up for the night. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow, so I can't sleep in. Plus it's friggin COLD in here. Someday I might write something here when I'm in a good mood. Remember, what you see here is me a my absolute worst. I'm really not that bad. At least I don't think I am. Current Mood: Way too many to pin down -_- Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Friday, December 23rd, 2005
11:54 am	Holidays I hate the holiday season. It always depresses the hell right out of me. Town is friggin nuts, it's always cold and snowy, too damned cheerful music, and all the good stuff on TV is pushed aside for Christmas specials that usually suck, or have such a happy message it's sickening. Try portraying a 'real' Christmas for once, one where the family is poor; and no miracle happens. Try having a Christmas with abusive family; and no miracle happens. Miracles don't happen when Christmas comes around. Christmas is just another day. Next year I'm making cookies for everyone. I can't afford presents, especially when my husband has 4 sisters with 2.5 children each. Thank God I only have one sister with no kids. If something good came out of this time of year, I wouldn't dislike it so much, but the Christmas season always seems to bring out the worst in people. People are bad enough as it is, they don't need an excuse to be even worse. A note to all you White Christmas lovers out there: F*@% YOU! I have to drive in this crap, and winter driving in Canada isn't exactly the safest y'know. White Christmases SUCK. What's so damned special about white stuff on that one particular day. Who cares? Really? There. That's my bitch for the day. See you next time. :P Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Nothing, my computer's being a ASS (Comment on this)
Monday, December 19th, 2005
2:27 pm	New User: First Post A lot of people mention their Lj's so I decided to try it out. If it's going to be consistently this slow loading, however, I may just not bother. Some people seem to forget that there are poor schmo's like me out there with really cruddy computers, and really slow dial-up. This internet just isn't geared to n00b-y losers like me I guess. :P I'll give fair warning here: Most of my posts will likely be rants. Why? Because I'm a bitch, and rather than take out all my frustrations on my family (I don't have friends, so I don't need to worry about them) I'll do it here, where no one: a) notices, or b) cares. Besides, I need a place to vent too you know, and no one in their right mind would listen to me anyway, so this is a pretty safe bet in my opinion. Also: No, I'm not some poor Emo teenager, no matter how much I might sound like one. I am an adult that just has alot of issues, and hates being alive the greater part of the time. There are people out there who genuinely feel bad you know. There. I'm here. I expect: Not a damned thing. It's easier that way. Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: Bif Naked: Everyday (Comment on this)